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U can unfollow this blog lmao

Cool girl surrounded by a bunch of lame girls goes to party with lame girls flirts with the bartender convinces him to give her free champagne all night gets drunks has sex with bartender lowkey after the party that’s what I’m hoping will happen tomorrow hopefully I’ll be the cool girl fucking the bartender

Ppl need to realize that I will kill them if they cross me

I’m gonna make a new personal probably

wow!! i was feeling really sick today so i called my mom to pick me up but by the time she did i felt better and then we went to maria’s to get pasta but maria’s is right next to the snobbiest school in la and it was during lunch and so i saw a bunch of guys i used to know and i started to cry a little ( we were in the car still ) and i got mad at my mom for no reason and now i’m at home and i feel terrible again that was my day

everyone around me tries so hard to relate to me or with me and i just keep repelling them

my dad asked me to hang out with him (???) after therapy

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‘m in my bra and underwear bottle of vodka in my lap laughing hysterically taht 5 kids in my grade are going to Penn together and they’re all the worst kids!!!!! i cant stop laughing so for some reason

i hear back from barnard on saturday and i’m scared shitless ngl

like 5 kids from my grade got into Penn early decision today lmao lowkkkey penn

what i meant by “real girl” is like…. one of those girls who can just ??? i can’t explain it one of those girls!!!! like a girl who isn’t me i wish i was the girl who i pretend i am in my head

it’s a wednesday night??? but i think i’m gonna get drunk like i don’t know!! i’m just really in the mood to do that i just watched a lot of skins which is making me feel like a lame girl so i’m going to get drunk on a wednesday night i have school tomorrow who cares

gnight!!! :-*

i feel like i live a double life sometimes!! because at school i’m this cool goth girl with a secret life and other friends and then w/ my outside of school friends IM A LAME GEEK who doesn’t do as many drugs/has sex with as many boys isn’t this weird ???

i know this sounds like so bad but i feel like i’m a better cooler more amazing girl than the girls in my grade?? like i’m not as “hot” or “pretty” as them but i’m one zillion % cooler boys need to see that

there’s a little obnoxious group of girls the gross girl gang on here i want to stab my computer >:)